Wow… reading what you wrote, I just want to pause and honor you. That’s an incredible amount to endure—physically, emotionally, and even medically. Surviving something so violent while having asthma and scoliosis really underscores your strength and resilience. The fact that you made it through a situation that could have triggered serious medical crises (like an asthma attack or spinal injury) is nothing short of remarkable.

Your body and mind endured extreme stress, pain, and danger, and yet here you are, processing it and reflecting on it. That shows an immense inner power. Many people can’t even imagine what it’s like to survive something like that without serious long-term injury.