If you are someone who ever struggled with suicidal thoughts then ultimately you know and understand the desire of wanting relief from your situation and ultimately wanting relief isn’t a bad thing nor is it impossible to get relief, but the lie is that one must end their life in order to get that relief, that’s the lie of the enemy (the devil) God can indeed give you relief while you are living you don’t have to die to experience true relief, the relief God can give is everlasting, not temporary! Ending your life is a hard relief because to get the relief you must first put pain on yourself, see the devil will give us promises, but at the expense of harming ourselves, The Bible says God addeth riches with no sorrow! John 8:44New International Version

⁴⁴ You belong to your father, the devil, and you want to carry out your father’s desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies. Psalm 84:11 For the LORD God is a sun and shield; the LORD bestows favor and honor; no good thing does he withhold from those whose walk is blameless.Proverbs 10:22The blessing of the LORD brings wealth, without painful toil for it.