Hmm crazy how trauma rewires your brain: before my rape happened, I had big dreams and multiple ideas! After my rape I began to shrink myself and my dreams became small, I worked as a part time janitor, and I began to have dreams of just being a hairdresser or nail tech, which I did work at a small hair salon before! Since being restored though, my big dreams have returned, my multiple ideas etc. I am working on sooo many books wow!