After my rape I felt an intense urge to quickly get my life in order, job/career, money, own place, car, etc but reality is I was tying my worth into what I lost and trying to add what I thought I needed to feel complete, truly after my rape I needed nothing, but rest! Literally I needed to rest and let God take care of me! It’s okay to rest after going through rape, don’t try to figure everything out or try to do everything, God will take care of you and everything will be restored in his timing