Hmm when I think about my life, I must say in 1995 is when I can truly remember my life making sense, and me being happy and confident. In 1995 I was 2 years old and turned 3 later that year, I just remember having soooo much fun and playing with all my toys. Now for most people age 2/3 is a time of blissful fun, joy and playfulness! My life didn’t get rough until 2 years later in 1997 and from then on things continued to get rough. Now in 2023 2 years before I wrote and published my book 📕 I remember I had kept having recurring dreams about being a small child again wow, I didn’t understand at first, but little did I know God was restoring my life to his original plan He had for me, see all the challenges that ensured from 1997 and onward was never part His plans for my life , some churches teach that God uses problems to teach you things, but that’s not true! God’s plans for our lives are good and not of evil, when challenges come that are outside of His will, He grieves with us! God was grieved by all I lost and He made sure to restore it all, just as job lost everything and was restored even greater than what he had lost! Wow same with me, 2025 is a remixed 1995 for me, my joy and confidence are back and in overdrive, I don’t have toys anymore, but God has reigned down many blessings for me that I will keep forever, toys are temporary, God’s blessings are eternal! Funny back in may of this year I had a dream and in that dream God spoke to me and said that my days of suffering are over! Wow 🤩 Amen! I receive it throughly! I have a book 📕 all over the globe as God says in His word be fruitful and multiply and that I am doing Amen! God always had a plan and although the challenges came, His plan could not be stopped, He has restored me back to the original, but much greater!