20 years ago at age 13 and 10 years ago at age 23 I contemplated suicide, God brought me out and at 33 I’m living my absolute best blessed life! I didn’t have to die, my God reigned down heaven on earth for me! Do not commit suicide, let God take care of you, live on and watch him bless you, it may take time ,but you can rest assured the blessing will come. Galatians 6:9Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.